Yeah, today is my saddest birthday ever...
It's a while that I've been feeling gloomy and down... I wish I could be able to get back on the track soon... I wish I could omit a year from the history of my life... But, It is not possible... unfortunately... :(
Friday, 24 June 2011
Thursday, 3 February 2011
Don't judge a book by its cover...
Don't judge a book by its cover. This is a famous English proverb in which I strongly believed. It is true to some extent. You can not really judge a book only by its cover. You need to read at least a few pages to see how the book is.
However, I've been to a new in-line-with belief: Not only you can not judge a book by its cover, but also you can not judge at all until you have not read the book to the end and even by reading several times.
Not judging by the cover and reading some pages of a book, does not necessarily reveal the nature of the book. You should be able to read between the lines, which is not always easy and possible.
Some writers are very smart to hide their thoughts beind their words. This is when you gotta be very careful.
I judged a book! I did not judge based on his cover. His cover was even very simple and was not attractive at all. At the first glance, I thought it would be a good book. Some parts seemed a bit vague to me. But, I kept reading because I felt like reading and I was enjoyig the book. I judged that he's a very nice, rare and precious book. I read and read till I reached almost to the end of the book. All of a sudden, I just recognized that this aint a special book and I was wrong judging pretty soon.
Now, I have left the book unread.
Be careful... You should be able to read between the lines.
If you can't, you should dare risk.
Good luck!
However, I've been to a new in-line-with belief: Not only you can not judge a book by its cover, but also you can not judge at all until you have not read the book to the end and even by reading several times.
Not judging by the cover and reading some pages of a book, does not necessarily reveal the nature of the book. You should be able to read between the lines, which is not always easy and possible.
Some writers are very smart to hide their thoughts beind their words. This is when you gotta be very careful.
I judged a book! I did not judge based on his cover. His cover was even very simple and was not attractive at all. At the first glance, I thought it would be a good book. Some parts seemed a bit vague to me. But, I kept reading because I felt like reading and I was enjoyig the book. I judged that he's a very nice, rare and precious book. I read and read till I reached almost to the end of the book. All of a sudden, I just recognized that this aint a special book and I was wrong judging pretty soon.
Now, I have left the book unread.
Be careful... You should be able to read between the lines.
If you can't, you should dare risk.
Good luck!
Sunday, 21 November 2010
NEVER trust ANYONE in your life!!
Trusting people is never easy and everyone may find it hard to trust someone completely.
How can you trust someone? How do you trust people at all? Do you risk to put ALL your trust in someone?
Some people are very much easy in trusting others. They, I say, are very naive and stupid to some extent.
I am not saying you should not ever trust anyone in your life. But, what I belive is that : Even If you have trusted someone, let this trust have a limitation. Do not blindly be so trusting of people. In other words,let your trust be in a way that If she/he betrayed you, you would not be hurt much!
Never assume that this person whom you have already trusted, will never cheat on you.
Always keep in mind that there is a certain possibility that this trusted person betrays you or even sells you down the river.
I have recently trusted a good friend. He means alot to me and the moment I saw him, I just figured out that I CAN trust this person. Even to my own surprise, he is the ONLY one whom I have dared to trust this much. At the very beginning, I started to construct my friendship with him on the base of trust.
Although I am very much trsuting of him, I do not ignore the possibility that he might misuse my trust and betray one day. ALL human beings are fallible.
I hope that day would never come. And I know I will feel terrible If that day comes. However, I belive prediction is always better than cure!! :-)
You would be less hurt IF you consider the possibilities in your life.
How can you trust someone? How do you trust people at all? Do you risk to put ALL your trust in someone?
Some people are very much easy in trusting others. They, I say, are very naive and stupid to some extent.
I am not saying you should not ever trust anyone in your life. But, what I belive is that : Even If you have trusted someone, let this trust have a limitation. Do not blindly be so trusting of people. In other words,let your trust be in a way that If she/he betrayed you, you would not be hurt much!
Never assume that this person whom you have already trusted, will never cheat on you.
Always keep in mind that there is a certain possibility that this trusted person betrays you or even sells you down the river.
I have recently trusted a good friend. He means alot to me and the moment I saw him, I just figured out that I CAN trust this person. Even to my own surprise, he is the ONLY one whom I have dared to trust this much. At the very beginning, I started to construct my friendship with him on the base of trust.
Although I am very much trsuting of him, I do not ignore the possibility that he might misuse my trust and betray one day. ALL human beings are fallible.
I hope that day would never come. And I know I will feel terrible If that day comes. However, I belive prediction is always better than cure!! :-)
You would be less hurt IF you consider the possibilities in your life.
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
Strange feelings!
I have been feeling quiet strange these days :)
I don't know exactly what kind of feeling I am being through. It is like the feeling of when you have lost a dear person or a precious thing. This strange, but welcomed feeling has imbedded deeply in my heart. I am content with it.
However, I am somehow confused whether it hurts me or not. But, even if it hurts, It is sweet!
You might think I've been crazy. Probably, you have not gone too far! :)
I don't know exactly what kind of feeling I am being through. It is like the feeling of when you have lost a dear person or a precious thing. This strange, but welcomed feeling has imbedded deeply in my heart. I am content with it.
However, I am somehow confused whether it hurts me or not. But, even if it hurts, It is sweet!
You might think I've been crazy. Probably, you have not gone too far! :)
Saturday, 5 June 2010
I could have died....
Vomiting four times led me to a hospital in Kerman. I was not feeling good from the morning. I had taken a leave from my office for the day to study at home :(
I vomited once in the taxi going to the airport and three times in the plane.
The crew thought this discomfort is because this is the first time i am traveling by plane! :))
When I reached Kerman, the woman who was sitting near me in the plane insisted to take me to a hospital, clinic or something. Her husband had come to Kerman's airport to pick her up. They took me to a hospital and went.
The doctor (!!) gave some injections and serum. He had prescribed non-injection normal saline serum!! Idiot he was that had given non-injection serum for injection!! More idiot were those in the pharmacy who did not notice this! They gave me non-injection serum & serum's set for injection and they did not ask themselves "how come?" They were two young girls chatting and flirting with some guys and so did not care to pay attention what they are giving to me. How easily they play with people's lives here in the hospitals.
Fortunately, the nurse understood before injecting me the wrong serum. It seemed she was the only one in that hospital who paid some attention.
And i got survived!!
I could have died!... simply.... in a far city from my hometown.... alone and lonely..... I could have died!!
If she had injected me the wrong serum, it would have taken only 10 minutes to say goodbye to this life....
I could have died, but He did not want me to.
I am alive now only by His grace.
I left the hospital at 11 pm and took a taxi to go to my dorm.....
It was a night....
He is the Most Compassioante, the Most Merciful :)
I vomited once in the taxi going to the airport and three times in the plane.
The crew thought this discomfort is because this is the first time i am traveling by plane! :))
When I reached Kerman, the woman who was sitting near me in the plane insisted to take me to a hospital, clinic or something. Her husband had come to Kerman's airport to pick her up. They took me to a hospital and went.
The doctor (!!) gave some injections and serum. He had prescribed non-injection normal saline serum!! Idiot he was that had given non-injection serum for injection!! More idiot were those in the pharmacy who did not notice this! They gave me non-injection serum & serum's set for injection and they did not ask themselves "how come?" They were two young girls chatting and flirting with some guys and so did not care to pay attention what they are giving to me. How easily they play with people's lives here in the hospitals.
Fortunately, the nurse understood before injecting me the wrong serum. It seemed she was the only one in that hospital who paid some attention.
And i got survived!!
I could have died!... simply.... in a far city from my hometown.... alone and lonely..... I could have died!!
If she had injected me the wrong serum, it would have taken only 10 minutes to say goodbye to this life....
I could have died, but He did not want me to.
I am alive now only by His grace.
I left the hospital at 11 pm and took a taxi to go to my dorm.....
It was a night....
He is the Most Compassioante, the Most Merciful :)
Thursday, 1 April 2010
This is not YOU!
One who is leaving me indifferently
who is going far away from me
for good , for no reason
who does not let me come into his dreams anymore
who says he has ignored all his memories he had with me
This is not you, no, i cant believe
This is not you , let me wake up
This is not you who does not love me!
One who is leaving me all alone!
I see these in my dreams
The night of lonliness is very long
One who sees my tears, but closes his eyes
who does not have any feeling towards me and my pain
who says he would not come back to me till Doomsday
This is not you, no, i cant believe
This is not you , let me wake up
This is not you who does not love me!
One who is leaving me all alone!
-- lyric of a Persian song, which i love... my own translation
who is going far away from me
for good , for no reason
who does not let me come into his dreams anymore
who says he has ignored all his memories he had with me
This is not you, no, i cant believe
This is not you , let me wake up
This is not you who does not love me!
One who is leaving me all alone!
I see these in my dreams
The night of lonliness is very long
One who sees my tears, but closes his eyes
who does not have any feeling towards me and my pain
who says he would not come back to me till Doomsday
This is not you, no, i cant believe
This is not you , let me wake up
This is not you who does not love me!
One who is leaving me all alone!
-- lyric of a Persian song, which i love... my own translation
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
What the hell is wrong with them?
What the hell is wrong with these creatures, i do not know!!
How easily they can dump their gals for another one! I hate them all.
The only thing they are concerned about is SEX. Give them a life with drinks and sex, they would live in a heaven. They do not need anything else.
They do not know what REAL LOVE is! These superior (!) creatures just know very well how to call their "lust", Love!!!
They are all fucking liars, they would say "i love u" to each gal they see in their life! They are bastards who know well how to play with girls' emotions and how to fool and cheat on them!
I have been disliking them from a long time ago, but now it has reached the point of hatred especially after seeing how my sister's boyfriend did dump her!!! How fucking stupid i am that i thought this boy is different from the others!!
I know, every reader would accuse me of not minding the exceptions!
But as far as i am concerned, there are no exceptions here!!! There is nothing to choose between MEN! These males are all the same.
Hell with all of them!!
I would always love to be ALONE rather than living with a bastard!
How easily they can dump their gals for another one! I hate them all.
The only thing they are concerned about is SEX. Give them a life with drinks and sex, they would live in a heaven. They do not need anything else.
They do not know what REAL LOVE is! These superior (!) creatures just know very well how to call their "lust", Love!!!
They are all fucking liars, they would say "i love u" to each gal they see in their life! They are bastards who know well how to play with girls' emotions and how to fool and cheat on them!
I have been disliking them from a long time ago, but now it has reached the point of hatred especially after seeing how my sister's boyfriend did dump her!!! How fucking stupid i am that i thought this boy is different from the others!!
I know, every reader would accuse me of not minding the exceptions!
But as far as i am concerned, there are no exceptions here!!! There is nothing to choose between MEN! These males are all the same.
Hell with all of them!!
I would always love to be ALONE rather than living with a bastard!
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