My Baby Shot Me Down

I just love this song and wanted to post its lyric here.


Bang Bang (My Baby Shot Me Down) BY Nancy Sinatra

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.

Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"

Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down.

Music played, and people sang
Just for me, the church bells rang.

Now he's gone, I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie.

Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down...

It happened again!

It just happened again. Probably, I don't know what is wrong with me or i don't want to know. Maybe, I know it all, but I want to ignore! In each case, It doesn't make any difference though.
But, still I am somehow perplexed with some insecure feelings maybe.
Something or some things are just pulling me back. I don't wanna take a single move, because I am already settled now. But still I can't really resist sometimes. I do want to ignore my heart, but it's asking me for it aloud.
Probably, I have taken this matter very very serious which I should not ever have!
I don't know. I just hope that the passage of time would solve everything!
And I guess I better watch how it goes on, and let it go on as the way it would tend to.
I am totally reluctant to make a try for changing it, restoring it or discussing about it.
Let it go the way it is supposed to. I am just gonna watch it to the end. :-)